Dedicate to a friend called Aerol. :)
i knew him about 2 weeks ago. He's lovely, kind-hearted, manis. But the negative part nya, ia pemajal, childish and jobless. Sorry to say that. Then he brought me in so-cold-relation yang mana aku nda berapa into that kind of relation. ;s aku sudah cakap NDA! tapi majal~ then, aku layan saja tia since aku rasa kesian, he declared on july 15th. We are in relation that i called 'bukan couple'. Day by day, setiap hari sama. We fought! We laughed! Aku paksa diriku suka ia, and that made me feel very sick! Urghh! So the 4th day we're in relation, i told him everything apa yang aku rasa, that i cant love him. I feel sorry, guilty, pity to him. Macam aku mainkan perasaan nya and gives hope to him, so its better to break off the relation. Eventhough aku nda sayang nor cinta ia, but i cried for him! I dont why. Rasa guilty sangat-sangat. :'( and balik-balik i said sorry to him, mudahan ia maafkan. Then, till today masih ia temissed-call aku. Keep hunting me!! Let me out from this situation! Okay, mudahan ia dapat jodoh yang baik, Amin.
